Heavy Empty Space

I'm sure my clothes always smell like the bars
But everyone I know is in love
And I still can’t trust a foreign heart
You were singing sweetly in my bed
Before the coast was your piano bench
Now with those men lined up at your door
How could you miss our tiny wars at all?

Oh, I used to break bottles on cement and call it art
But there's a new crater in my voice
Where my jigsaw pride got picked apart
By air-brushed girls, just passing through
And those girls, they stole some tricks from you
But now I need a good woman to wake up to
With hot blood, a foul mouth, and the black and blues

So I've made you a heavy empty space
It seems that’s what I do best now anyways
With all the drugs, all the liquor in our veins
It doesn't seem so insane
No, I think it'd be great

'Cause you can give me all your nuclear threats
We can put your backbreaking debts
With the fevered nights of frantic sex
And a thousand songs about death

We'll watch it all gathering cobwebs
Oh, if only you and I could be so blessed

So I've made you this heavy empty space
And I'm sure, I'm almost sure that it’s too late
But if you still wanna love, if you still wanna love me
Then I’m ready
Oh, I think I'm ready
No, I’m ready
Oh, I'm ready now