HEAVY

[Intro]
Three, two, one

[Verse 1]
From a distance you can't tell us apart
Easy mistaking me for you in the dark
And you for me in the sheets
The sky turns from honeysuckle to peach
Now the difference comes with using our teeth
A euphemism, jaw clenching and attention to each small detail
But I can't recall what we became, the regale
We fail to define the things we want
For fear of unrequited
But the appetite explodes whеn I'm inside you
I give you the bеnefit of the doubt
And the benefit of my mouth
And the places you barely dare to think aloud
I ain't too proud to say
Want you for more than your frame
Had visions of us sharing a name
Desire more than a dark room
I never demand it, overexposure
See the light, the spitting image of closure
And it ain't over 'til
You know what these hands be capable of
And these hips can double up as a drug

[Chorus]
Heavy be the head that lays on your pillow
Heavy be the heart that beats in your chest
Heavy be the rain that falls through these willows
Tryna find the light in whatever this is
I know that you're scared (I know, I know)
But you know that I'm here (she knows)
Just know that I'm here

Heavy be the head that lays on your pillow
Heavy be the heart that beats in your chest
Heavy be the rain that falls through these willows
Tryna find the light in whatever this is
I know that you're scared (I know, I know)
But you know that I'm here (she knows)
Just know that I'm here

[Verse 2]
She asks me questions
A quiet interrogation
She watching me zoning out
I keep oozing my concentration
Everything is heavy these days
That's what I told her, yeah
Everything is heavy these days
I shift the weight and rush to welcome new calm
Spark the lighter, hope the green is a balm
In my palms, don't see the value in the stillness all around me
I try to keep on busy, rumination feels like drowning
One pill, two pill
Three pill, four
Just so I can make it out that door
I lift my eyes to the sky
I lift the voices more important than mine
And importance is for me to define
Don't see the call and decline
We need action, put that silence aside
Fuck this county but my niggas my pride
I keep watching people die
I keep watching people watching people die
It's got me going out of my mind

[Chorus]
Heavy be the head that lays on your pillow
Heavy be the heart that beats in your chest
Heavy be the rain that falls through these willows
Tryna find the light in whatever this is
I know that you're scared (I know, I know)
But you know that I'm here (she knows)
Just know that I'm here

Heavy be the head that lays on your pillow
Heavy be the heart that beats in your chest
Heavy be the rain that falls through these willows
Tryna find the light in whatever this is
I know that you're scared (I know, I know)
But you know that I'm here (she knows)
Just know that I'm here

Heavy be the head that lays on your pillow
Heavy be the heart that beats in your chest
Heavy be the rain that falls through these willows
Tryna find the light in whatever this is
I know that you're scared
But you know that I'm here
Just know that I'm here

Heavy be the head that lays on your pillow
Heavy be the heart that beats in your chest
Heavy be the rain that falls through these willows
Tryna find the light in whatever this is
I know that you're scared
But you know that I'm here
(Just know that I'm here)