Heavy

[Verse 1: ClockworC]
I got no hunger for that bread but I'm a punishment glutton
Feeling like an old-head I got that Benjamin Button
And I've been running but this ain't no phase or new
It's still stunning what I'm setting my phases to, uh
Dazed and abused, living days in the blues
Paid dues and was shaken away by strange crude
Given the youth and it wasted away in strange brew
Took a few Ws but them Ls how I grew
My mind is what I'm out of when left in to paddle waters
So I soak it up and turn it all into my can and find a way
How to be so stupid dude, who done with the dominance
Here's your pride, now this is masochism at its most competent
I'm a problem for mysеlf and anybody around me
You done thunk I grew gills all thе time I've been drowning so
Hear me loud with my decibel down
I'll take nothing over fake so get the fuck from around me

[Chorus: ClockworC]
Just wanna be free, don't wanna be king
I'll just wear it on my shoulders if the crown too heavy for me
(I didn't want it anyway)
Just wanna be free, don't wanna be king
I'll just wear it on my shoulders if the crown too heavy for me

[Verse 2: ClockworC]
You can find me where that rubber hit the road again
Stringing together an itty-bitty violin
Singing a sad song for a past loss
I've been broken up about it but I'm on the mend
'Cause my dreams gotta reach past reality
Sky may be falling but that view should be my canopy
Biting on the hand that feed, everything my enemy
Dying to be present decompressing with my family
I never plead less I must, just to let 'em know
I got a little humility left up in my blood
The only one I know that can shed a tear while I feel none
Praying everything I pray for don't come
Look for love but I'm hideous, trust, I find it on my way up to the top where I'm gonna jump
Give my pennies up, wish me plenty luck
But I don't need it, I'm a beast up in the clutch

[Chorus: ClockworC]
Just wanna be free, don't wanna be king
I'll just wear it on my shoulders if the crown too heavy for me
(I didn't want it anyway)
Just wanna be free, don't wanna be king
I'll just wear it on my shoulders if the crown too heavy for me