Heavy Breathing

All alone and in this forever
Gotta get back and get it together
Cause your never gonna get anywhere this way
When your walking in circles everyday the same way
Not sure where this is going
Another panic attack no sign of slowing down
I'm still breathing heavy heavy breathing
With my stomach in my throat choking on the feeling
I'm losing all we have to offer cause nothing here makes sense
I'm lost so scared
I'm numb and overwhelmed on this hotel mattress

When everyday I'm here waiting, (time and time again)
But I'm not so I am not so sure of anything
And everyday I'm here waiting (time and time again)
But I'm not so I am not so sure of anything

Come on, come on listen to me. (Open up)
Open up cause I know exactly what's running through your head
And spilling on the pages
And it hurts you and like its so contagious
So off the mark and a little off key
So overdramatic cause this is completely
Out of your hands and out of control
So you take the chance to take it take it all
I've forgotten everything I know cause nothing here makes sense
I'm lost I'm scared I'm sick I'm not well and I can never let go

When everyday I'm here waiting, (time and time again)
But I'm not so I am not so sure of anything
And everyday I'm here waiting (time and time again)
But I'm not so I am not so sure

Just tell me I'm alright
Tell me I'm ok
Tell me anything at all to make this feeling go away
Cause I love the way that I fall asleep with my head in my hands
Everything drifts by me so slowly
And I'm only halfway home, alone and lonely
So go ahead and tell me, tell me
I'll be alright and touch me hold me
Yeah, talk to yourself talk to the angels
Yeah, talk to the knife twisting and sinking
Go ahead and tell me, tell me
I'll be alright and touch me hold me and I'll make it alone
Come on, come on listen to me

When everyday I'm here waiting, (time and time again)
But I'm not so I am not so sure of anything
And everyday I'm here waiting (time and time again)
But I'm not so I am not so sure of anything