Heavier

[Verse 1]
No doubt I've done this to myself
The more you know, the more you know
And I just can't quit it if you couldn't tell
I've seen it all, I've seen it all
And at night, I beg myself to put this all to rest
While I wrestle with these demons pressing on my chest

[Pre-Chorus]
Am I a fake? Am I a fraud?
And is it worth losing you for?
Another pain I can't ignore
Another morning on the floor
I take the blame, I wanna change
But I can't settle the score
Now I'm a slave to better days
And I'm not willing anymore
I had a dream that I was drowning everyone I've ever loved

[Chorus]
I'm feeling heavier, despite my hollow soul
I'm feeling anxious now, it's swallowing me whole
And at night, I beg myself to put this all to rest
While I wrestle with these demons pressing on my chest

[Verse 2]
Cold water running down my face
Just let it go, just let it go
But there is no mending what I can't replace
I should've known, I should've known

[Pre-Chorus]
Am I a fake? Am I a fraud?
And am I worth losing you for?
Now I'm gutted to the core
Like I've never been before

[Chorus]
I'm feeling heavier, despite my hollow soul
I'm feeling anxious now, it's swallowing me whole
And at night, I beg myself to put this all to rest
While I wrestle with these demons pressing on my chest

[Bridge]
Now it's sinking in
Thick skin is wearing thin
Out of my mind
And it won't come as any surprise
And I've paid for it this time

[Chorus]
I'm feeling heavier, despite my hollow soul
I'm feeling anxious now, it's swallowing me whole
And at night, I beg myself to put this all to rest
While I wrestle with these demons pressing on my chest

[Outro]
I'm feeling, I'm feeling
I'm feeling heavier
I'm feeling, I'm feeling
I'm feeling heavier