Heavenwards

(Chorus)
Yeh! Yeh! Yeh!
They wanna see me fall never
Many bitches all around me fall down
I gat the notion to make things work out
Thank God
Everytime&Day i try to focuse to make it to the top,believing in God,but bitches & fake motive all around wanna pull me down but never they can't pull me down
(Verse)
Yh
For some years now ain't conscious
Took alot of things for granted
Money was my only option
I gat friend but the fake was the higher problem
I gat enemies i dont even really know them
I gat troubles i dont know how to solve them
I know God but Jay wasn't really focused
So they trynna get me
Wanna make me loose my head
They ask about me to check if i'm really dead
So they trynna get me everytime everynight
When i wanna take a sleep or i wanna take a nap
They have their eyes open like they wanna take a snap
Yh I've been on the ground but its the top floor
Me and God gat a converse we gattu talk more
Dear God this hustle tight for me everything is wrong
I gat nobody chasing but they wanna see me run
I gat my mind focused but they wanna see fall
I don't follow the devil he likes posting on my wall
Everytime every little time they dont wanna see my smile
They don't wanna see my laugh
But i gat God and the situation is turning round
All these bitches wanna come around
Now its really funny all of a sudden they friends to me
When i was falling no friends knew me
I'm just pushing on a low trynna get it once
Cause i live once
So i push try and push if I don't get it then
I'll leave once!
Every Night I'm down and i try to talk to God more
I don't want my dreams to be a mere folklore
I gat niggas depending and bitches who wanna fuck more
Im trynna prove my worth
To niggas who think they pop more
It's more therapeutical
Emotions won't releave me
I thought I was straight but GPS deceived me
No one else cared families didn't believe me
Now It's all fake cause they call me when they need me
When they need me DAMN!!
(OUTRO)
Call me when They need me
Balling every season
I just do it once i dont need to give you reasons
Know i put my head up
From there's where my help comes
I just dropped my ego
So for now I'm zero
I just said my prayers
Those are my confessions...