Heavensent

This is the confession of an ordinary impressionable kid
With intentions to communicate a message fueled by the bad things that he did
I’m here to save you from the way you dismay over what life gave you
Please read this verse and leech the hurt
Bleed and release the curse like Atreyu
I’m freshly dead and no, I won’t just fucking rest in bed
I’m all shook up like Elvis Presley said
I’m thinkin’ there’s somebody else out there who feels like I
But there ain’t a fuckin’ megaphone big enough for everyone to hear my cry
And so I’m calling it out to anybody who’s listenin’
And what I been bawlin’ about is that my patience is fizzlin’
In the midst of this decision I’ve been pissin’ in the wind
Resistin’ the mission given for this life I’m livin’ in
This is everything to me now, and it should be to you
I was popped off, lost, and didn’t know what the fuck to do
And now it’s evident. Disheveled devils, elect me president
I’m here to quell your personal Hell… call me Heavensent
Death is irrelevant, I’m on felon trip
I’m killin’ hella peasants, no sentence or prison cells can quell this shit
I’m tellin’ it straight up, the mouth won’t stay shut
I’m sick from the head down and dead from the waist up
There’s not enough room in this town for your skeletons
I’m the resident Heavensent, full of hope and I’m sellin’ it
Elegant in delivery, representin’ the code of chivalry
Ever-present and bent to sever the stress you’re givin’ me
I’m a martyr, a scapegoat. I’m here to create hope
If your ship is going down, I’m the safe boat
When life is sink or swim, I’m here through thick and thin eternally
When beds are burnin’ or you hit a burden you can turn to me
Certainly, I’ll absorb your insecurities and bad vibes
Increase the peace and cut back the lag time
If you feel unloved or you ain’t got a home
Take it from a fallen angel. You’re not alone
Hold my hand press on as the plot sickens
You’ll know the flow is kickin’ in when your heart quickens
I am the wonderful one if you’re under the gun
I’ve got a new soul-serving hunger for blood
Heavensent and Hellbent on adjusting the score
I’m deflowering the damage and I’m lusting for more
Bustin’ the doors down, invadin’ your personal pain
Absorbin’ the water when you’re out in the rain
I’m the figurative soldier to cry on
A cold-shouldered vet of tryin’ to get my suicide on
A broken heart and the scourge of the city
Intent on wiping down the slate and conquering calamity
My amity shines, a bright light from the dark side
Watching the world burn is quite the fucking stark sight
So I’ll be the one at the end of the day
To introduce relief and take all of the pain away
I know a bunch of dudes are sayin’ they’re savin’ the game
But they’re only interested in displayin’ their name
Claimin’ the fame, disappearing with a fat-ass paycheck
That’s why only a few of these cats have faith left
Your genre is dying cause you reduced it to filth
And if you won’t do something positive, then somebody else fucking will
Give me a fanbase, a box full of band-aids
And I won’t let a person leave without a smile on their damned face
There’s too many douches playing the role of public speaker, puffin’ reefer while their so-called “friends” are huffin’ ether
To escape a depressed life
But I am a believer in healin’ the wounds of others cause I had a good fuckin’ teacher
So now I’m here. Pour your hurt into me
I’ve been through Hell enough that my flesh and hair is burning smoothly
No canoeing. Leave your stress in the beats
Depression released. Push on. The only direction is East