Heavens

So many times I've lost control
So many things I should have done
So many ways I held too close to everything I want

In many ways I must have lost my way
To find the shadow in the haze
Too far from home to walk again
Too far from home to start again

So many days I've counted now
Too many doubts I've played it out
Give me one last reason
Keep me steady
On this path to something bigger now

I must have lost my way
To find the shadow in the haze
Too far from home to walk again
Too far from home to start again

I need an answer, not a prayer
I want an answer, not a prayer

I must have lost my way
To find the shadow in the haze
Too far from home to walk again
Too far from home to start again