Heaven Sent

[Chorus]
(Yeah)
No one told me there'd be nights like these
I been spending time lookin' for a way out
Hard to find another quite like me
Maybe that's the reason I can barely breathe now
All the pressure took my soul away
Now I'm addin' more hearts to the pile
I really don't know what came over me
But it looks like I've been here for a while

[Verse]
Lost my way in the vertigo
Scared of change I been there before
I've only ever said what I meant
Am I not allowed to live without regret?

Cause I never hear the end of it
Stuck outside my element
Spent too many years around here thinkin' I was heaven sent
Tried to start again but i'm still haunted by my arrogance
I've lost too many friends to think I deserve my relevance
I hate this

[Pre-Chorus]
Every time it starts to turn out good, something takes it
Maybe I should call it, leave it all, just erase it
Talkin' to myself, acting out, can't explain it
Swear to god the feeling of defeat is so contagious

[Chorus]
No one told me there'd be nights like these
I been spending time lookin' for a way out
Hard to find another quite like me
Maybe that's the reason I can barely breathe now
All the pressure took my soul away
Now I'm addin' more hearts to the pile
I really don't know what came over me
But it looks like I've been here for a while