Heaven’s Gates

I spend 3 seconds at Heaven’s gates
Staring at the edge of everything
Thinking, is this the end of me?
And yeah, I get that it’s all in my brain
Cortisol and chemically made
Still, I stand at Heaven’s gates

And Jesus looks different
And all of the people I hate are still here
It’s not cataclysmic
Isn’t that weird?

Did you think my last words
Were terribly awfully plain?
And am I still his girl
If he don't follow my grave?

At Heaven’s Gates
At Heaven’s Gates
At Hеaven’s Gates
At Heavеn’s Gates
At Heaven’s Gates
At Heaven’s Gates
I can’t live without him, I might die the same

I spend 3 seconds in hellish ache
All the ways I over orchestrate
And play through goodbyes I won’t make
But there’s part of me quiet at peace
The sweetness of the life I got to lead
I’m reverent at Heaven’s gates

Where Jesus looks lovely
And way less concerned than I thought he would be
Like none of it mattered
Do you get what I mean?

My darling it’s freeing
And I promise I’ll save you the space in my bed
Learn eternity’s secrets
Til you find me again

At Heaven’s Gates
At Heaven’s Gates
At Heaven’s Gates
At Heaven’s Gates
At Heaven’s Gates
At Heaven’s Gates
I can’t live without him, I might die the same
At Heaven, at Heaven’s gates
I can’t live without him, I might die the same