Heaven or Hell

[Verse]
Ayo, I look in the mirror, I don't see myself
Never went to church, never wonderin' if God could help
Only question I'm asking myself, Heaven or Hell?
That or in jail, that's where they prayin' to see me
If I leave, who gon' be the ones yellin' out "free me"?
Thought of hurtin' my mama hurtin' my heart
And I pray one day she never see me on the T.V
Oh, take it easy
Yo, I pray one day she never get the call
From the school to the block, man, I got it all
We was posted, thinking we was cool at the shopping mall
Not at all, big bro sayin' "knock it off"
Uh, I think I'm older than I am
If you ain't with me through thick and thin, I don't consider you fam
Considering my plan, thinking about my future
We sitting on 8 gram with them drugs, I'm an abuser
Yo, uh, ay
Got some cheerleading bitches tryna holler at me
Got these label..hold up
Yuh, got some cheerleading bitches tryna holler at me
Got these labels tryna get a fuckin dollar at me
But I ain't gone man, I'm used to depression
Addicted to drugs and addicted to pleasure