Heat

I wish it were easier to be myself
I wish I could talk about
What's on my mind

Not having to apologize all the time
I got things to say, you know
But I'm just too scared
When you ask just say no
Just in case you don't care

Feel like the world is coming to an end
Read through my texts ten, twenty times before I hit send
I drink too much on the weekend

Am I a good friend?
I tend to overthink
And I'm always scared
And I tend to overdrink
Makes me not care

And the heat seeps in
Everything I do feel like a sin
I try to compose myself
But how can I be myself?
When my thoughts are racing fatally
And I'm left feeling so empty

I got things to say, you know
But I'm just too scared
When you ask I just say No
Just in case you don't care
Just in case you don't care
Just in case you don't care