Heartless

It was funny at first but now it's, getting old
The way you seem to reappear, when I start moving on
Well I heard you were at some parties, getting high with my friends
Hey baby it's kinda funny, you started smoking weed again
Nowadays I get up, around 8 or 9 'o clock
I've been real productive
I've been writing songs
And I've been singing a lot
Now I don't do half the stupid things I did behind your back
In fact since you have been away I've had no use for that
But I've come dangerously close
To giving it all up
You know you weren't the only one
I didn't pretend to love
Do you
Remember when you were away at school and I was still living with my mom
Do you remember the things we'd say to each other, over the phone
One night you were so drunk that you said you could be with me forever
And I thought I was so cool when I said "My dear that'd be my pleasure"
Well, towards the end there, we really lost our steam
Felt such disconnect from everything, my sleep, I wouldn't dream
But now I don't feel so damn heartless anymore
Cause I feel the passion I didn't believe in before
And I'm so glad I do
Still believe in you
You know you weren't the only one
I didn't pretend to love
You always have nothing to say
But it's such a beautiful, blank face
I'd say keep in touch, but I'm sure you won't
Make that mistake