Heartinthesky

Last week was the worst week of my life
But I didn't show anybody
Sometimes it feels like I can never do nothing right
I'll never have to owe anybody
I never wanna hold anybody back
But can you please cut out the hole in this bodybag?
I do not feel amusement when I feel like I should be excited
And everything just turns around when I don't really like it
They tell me "change my paradigm" but, I already tried it
I cannot read everything that goes in my head I'm not psychic (I'm not psychic)
Yeah, I been tryna stay out the way
It's kinda hard to еvade
You see the blood on my face
Why won't thе pain go away?
You keep on making a face
I wonder how long you'll stay, yeah
My head's spinning, my head's spinning

Everything I have is only a reflection
Of everything that I'm obsessed with
With my heart in the sky I've never seen my eyes
Look for my soul so I can finally fly
Ohhh (so I can finally fly)
Ohhh (so I can finally)
Ohhh (so I can finally fly)
Ohhh (so I can finally)

I kept it all inside
I hate when I cry
It leads to my demise then I wonder why (why)
It's so hard for me to break away from things that I don't need
Then I act out on my emotions I don't need the show please
My head is in the repetitions of the sea
I'm ignorant 'cause I don't even know me
Yeah, the battle-scars
Just break my heart
Where do I start?

Everything I have is only a reflection
Of everything that I'm obsessed with
With my heart in the sky I've never seen my eyes
Look for my soul so I can finally fly
Ohhh (so I can finally fly)
Ohhh (so I can finally)
Ohhh (so I can finally fly)
Ohhh (so I can finally)