HEARTHEHURT

[Verse]
I never wanted this
I see you in my dreams, in my sleep
I miss you so much it makes me weak
My hands are trembling
I cannot feel a thing
If only you were here to watch me
I'm floating away, just forget yesterday
It does not mean a thing to you anymore
You told me it was all a bore
That it felt like a chore
So I'll pour it out to you
Since all my skies aren't blue
You aren't the person that I once knew
If only I had known that this wouldn't last
It all ended so fast
I watched you cry
I watched you die
And every time I tried
The doors would just close on me again
Bring me to way back when
You were my only friend
I beg for peace but you just left me in pieces