[Evan Blum:]
Have you ever liked someone so much
That deep inside it makes you feel you're crazy? You’re crazy
All the yes's they turn to no's
And all the no’s, they turn into maybe
You don't know what is real
You don't know what to feel
You don't know what the hell is happening
Try to keep yourself together
She gets inside, you let her
You don't now what the hell is happening, no
Hold on, there I go, I let myself get emotional
And I can't recognize me when you're around, no
I'm lyin’ but I like it, I’m not tryna fight it
Every time I give in, I just let you back in
Hold on, there I go, I let myself get emotional
I let myself get emotional, I let myself get emotional
[Holander:]
Maybe I'm not strong enough, or smart enough
Or good enough to be the one that holds you, that holds you
And everything’s movin' so fast
I can't believe this cuz I barely know you, ooh
Part of me wants to run away
But every time I always stay
I don't know what the hell is happening
And all my doubts and insecurities
Are makin’ it so hard to breed
I don't now what the hell is happening, no
[Evan Blum and Holander:]
Hold on, there I go, I let myself get emotional
And I can't recognize me when you're around, no
I'm lyin' but I like it, I'm not tryna fight it
Every time I give in, I just let you back in
Hold on, there I go, I let myself get emotional
I let myself get emotional, I let myself get emotional
A yes turns to maybe, a sane turns to crazy
I want you to break me, at least complicate me
Don't like who you make me but somehow you take me
You sculpt and reshape me, but want the fake me
Hold on, there I go, I let myself get emotional
And I can't recognize me when you're around, no
I'm lyin' but I like it, I'm not tryna fight it
Every time I give in I just let you back in
Hold on, there I go, I let myself get emotional
(again and again and again and again and again)
I let myself get emotional, I let myself get emotional
(again and again and again and again and again)
Hold on, there I go, I let myself get emotional
Heartbreak Party was written by Carly Harpur Hollander & Evan Blum.
Evan Blum released Heartbreak Party on Wed Jul 31 2019.