Heartbreak in nyc

[Chorus]
Heartbreak in New York City
Said I broke it way too quickly
Your words close to believing
Say it’s fine but
Deep I'm weakened
Black out from drugs at random
Fear rejection, don't abandon
I’m the cause for all my problems
Anxious thoughts, somebody stop them

[Verse]
Calling up the molly plug
I need more serotonin
Calling up the Xanny plug
Treat it like melatonin
Nowhere to go hide shorty
Nowhere to run where I’m going
Love gun on the table
Kiss me and I’ll reload it
Smoke until my lungs stop working
Make you cry girl, is it worth it?
Everyday I'm a differеnt person
Sad as fuck, these mеds stopped working
Push you off the ledge but
Act surprised when you are dead
Won't you pick up?
Don't make me upset
All it does is just
Remind me of my death don't wanna risk it
Push you off the ledge but
Act surprised when you are dead
Won't you pick up?
Don't make me upset
All it does is just
Remind me of my death don't wanna risk it