Heartbreak and Drugs

[Chorus]
My life's too fucked up
Heartbreak and drugs till I cough up blood
I don't really move when I do it's slow
And when I'm fucked up all my demons show
I really thought of us
I think with time I get more scared of love
I get so scared to trust
Leave me here alone, don't open up my cuts

And I've been going deeper in my head
Where I get lost to those things you said
I thought you loved me back then
But what is love when it's filled with fuckin' lies? Ayy

[Verse]
I got no one by my side when the light don't shine
Every single night I'm fuckin' gettin' high
Do you see the pain in my eyes
When I bleed, hold me like those times

Hold me like those times
When you were mine
When things were fine
Feelings they die
Go as cold as ice
But no not mine
Let me go I'm blind

[Chorus]
My life's too fucked up
Heartbreak and drugs till I cough up blood
I don't really move when I do it's slow
And when I'm fucked up all my demons show
I really thought of us
I think with time I get more scared of love
I get so scared to trust
Leave me here alone, don't open up my cuts

And I've been going deeper in my head
Where I get lost to those things you said
I thought you loved me back then
But what is love when it's filled with fuckin' lies? Ayy