Heartbeat (Freestle)

(Hook)
Tonight feels like the worst night of my life, it's like the world is endin
Why can't I do one thing right except this form of self expression
Every breath I take is painful shit went left I lost direction
Now I'm left with nothing, just a twisted lie and my reflection

(Verse 1)
Fuck a happy ending this is real life no fabrication
I wake up tired, I wake up dead inside I have no motivation
My mind and my body's divided, I just can't handle the separation
Listen I can't even hide it, every song I write is a contemplation
Y'all know I come with the bars
Ink on my body to cover the scars
I light a blunt then I fly with the stars
I'm in a world of my own I'm on Mars
All of my secrets they tear me apart
Shit that you won't ever see from afar
DRB ill always be in the dark
This ain't no beat this the beat of my heart, yeah
I ain't got nothing to prove, y'all know what happens when I'm on the track
I'm putting nails in coffins y'all must've forgot, so let me remind you I'm back
Better than ever but sadder than ever depression and terror's been making me crack
Cold like December I'll make you remember those feelings you tried to leave in the past
I ain't pretending I'm meeting my destiny
There ain't no saving me, nobody's blessing me
I don't make friends I make money and enemies
And I'm still keeping it hidden identity
I'm undercover it's killing me mentally
My only medicine's making theses melodies
Painting these verses is my only therapy
My only purpose is leaving a legacy

(Hook)
Tonight feels like the worst night of my life, it's like the world is endin
Why can't I do one thing right except this form of self expression
Every breath I take is painful shit went left I lost direction
Now I'm left with nothing, just a twisted lie and my reflection

(Verse 2)
Bitch I'm what a prophet is
Yeah we're polar opposites
I'm losing my consciousness
My future is ominous
No one knows me just the old me, I remain anonymous
I can't just erase my sins I've gotta face the consequence
Noting's next I've reached the end, my time is up don't cry for me
I gave it my best but I just don't mesh with society
I lost myself entirely, consumed by my anxiety
When i move on from all this fuckin pain I'll do it silently
I never accepted myself because nobody else did my life was a lie
I'm always hurting myself when I'm all by myself, it's like I'm only waiting to die
I'm giving up but I had a good run
Listen I swear that i tried and i tried
I just decided I'm saying goodbye
So if you miss me look up to the sky I'm gone