Heartaches

[Verse 1]
Rolling down my sleeves to hide the scars
Feelings and emotions breaking my heart
Body posture and face start to melt
One of the heaviest times I’ve ever felt
Of course time doesn’t wait up for me
As does all the people walking around me
They don’t ever see me, my heart bleed
Some talk and love is all I really need
Cause I’ve been alone for way too long
By myself going crazy while singing to songs
Always stressing myself with my work
I wonder if failure was given during birth
Hearing these tunes makes me wanna cry
But no matter what I just can’t cry
Looking into the clouds for some hope
Could somebody toss me down a rope

[Verse 2]
I shouldn’t have watched Sword Art Online
It almost took the meaning out of life
And the only thing I can think of is to die
I even wonder if the path I walk is right
Restless nights I just can’t stop dreaming
Anxiety is cruel, I just can’t stop thinking
Man, where is my life going
I fail at everything that I learn, saddening
Pain hits me so deep and covers my mind
Can’t focus on my road I feel so blind
Wishing I could have already achieved my dreams
Wishing I could be me from my own dreams
Wishing that I could have the girl of my dreams
Trying to achieve everything by any means
Please let’s forget the complex rhymes
I just wanna express through simple lines