​​heartache

[Intro]
Look, I know there's been a lot of mistakes that we've both made
I apologize for my parting half, and all of that nonsense in the past?
I don't give a shit about it anymore

[Verse]
Something is stuck in my brain
Hurting so much but I handle the pain
Question, why can I forget your name?
Thought things were different but it stayed the same
Thought it was over but nothing has changed
Pain in my chest when you're within my range
Talking too much, I got too much to say
Thoughts in my head ruin my day
No one to speak to, I write on the page
And let it all out in the songs that I make
Cleared out my hеad, so I took a break
I saw the sump but I'm back in the rain
Stay up at night and I starе at the ceiling
So many thoughts keep me from sleeping
Think 'bout the pain in my chest that I'm feelin'
Why does it hurt when I'm not even bleeding?
Thought it was good but I guess I was dreaming
Keep meeting eyes when we're not even speaking
I think I'm in love, I can't give you a reason
I'm staying cold like I'm not staying seasons
I'm just a basset, I feel like a demon
Not a good person, I'm not even decent
I'm breaking down, I'm breaking to pieces
I guess I want love but that's not what I needed
My heart can't agree with my mind
Why does it hurt when I feel like I'm fine?
Afraid to be hurt so I tell myself lies
I see the truth when I look in your eyes
Losing myself 'cause I can't make you mind
Breaking my heart while I'm wasting my time