Heart Weighing Heavy

[Nuuma]
Ready to die heart weighing heavy
Slits on my wrist and I think I'm ready
Ready to die taking my life tonight
Thinking I can fly

Ready to die heart weighing heavy
Ready to end it all tonight I hold steady
Shaking and [?] don't think i'm ready
Might anyone would miss me so
Why why am I scared to die
When I have no reasons to be alive
Why can't I do anything right
Why does life always have to be a fight

[SEMTEXXX]
You can feel my fade
I think imma die
You don't know my reasons
This life that I live
I can see my reflection
Through all these obsessions
You treat mе like shit
After all that I gave
Aftеr all that I gave

[Nuuma & SEMTEXXX]
Ready to die heart weighing heavy
Slits on my wrist and I think I'm ready
Ready to die taking my life tonight
Thinking I can fly
Thinking I can fly (thinking I can fly)
High into the sky

[SEMTEXXX]
Going to the sky
I ain't trying to go to hell
I could be the GOAT if I didn't hate myself
I don't even try maybe should to get the health
I can't even lie all the curse that I've been dealt
They've all been so bad
I can't get over my head
It's taking me back to the times I felt dead
I feel dead

[Nuuma]
Emotional distress
Nowhere near success
And drinking from the stress
I'm cutting and I confess
I hate myself never the last
This is all hard to address
But imma big fucking mess
I'm sorry I did nothing but obsessed
It's okay I'm just suppress
Suppress my emotions then relapse
Hurt myself and then collapse
Sorry I didn't fill the gaps