Heart-shaped battery (orchestral ver.)

I ran out of it again
The tape inside my head
So I made a movie instead
For the words you left unsaid

You and I were the main attraction
Stars in action
We were in the moment
And you said you loved it

But I'm feeling broken
Cause we never made it
We never made the cut

Can you pump some magic into my veins
Cause I can't see past through my fucking brain
And I believed the scenes in my head
To fill the void of love I couldn't get

Now I need a hеart-shaped battery
Supply me with еndless energy
My heart is bursting at the seams
You murder me
You let me bleed
Emotions drain so easily
I lost a reason for my heart to beat and
I can't keep up for long

Fatigue is an understatement
When I tried to seek your validation
It sucked to see you hesitating
But I was no better, I was hiding

I wrote a song about you yet again
But this time you don't have to pretend
You didn't give me what I wanted and I was patient with you
You can't hide from the truth

I want my heart-shaped battery
That replaces you and so many things

I wanna get out of here
And leave this toxic atmosphere

Recharge myself
Love me again
Show myself what I needed best
Can't think of nothing less

And I could have talked to you
But I got scared of the probable truth
That you would leave me out of breath from wanting more and nothing less
And push me away

And you're sweet I can't even deny
We still talk from time to time
But I found myself on a plate of truth

It nearly killed me
When I waited for you