heart drawn in chalk

Hide my face with my hands
Let's talk when the rain drops
The heart drawn in chalk washed off the sidewalk
And it's nothing much till I'm in the coffin
I keep thinking about you, it's too often

I just keep running, [almost like/porch light on?] and I'm bugging
This big tall gate isn't budging
I'm stuck outside in the darkness
I had to find my own way
It was so fucking hard to be okay
And I'm holding on for dear life every single day
I just let you use me to get something that you can't
Get from who you wanted it from in the first place

Let's not talk when the rain drops
The heart drawn in chalk washed off the sidewalk
And it's nothing much till I'm in the coffin
I keep thinking about you, it's too often

When the rain falls
When the rain falls
Please help me out first