HEART

You will not lose- (Wooo)
Not if you use
Your heart

Your heart

Nah I can’t hear anything

All that you do (Turn me up)
All that goes through

Your heart (Yeah)

Your heart

Hmmm
Let’s go!

Back to the bends just
Back deeper than a reaper
Just reaping life from her hands
It’s them
Back back of the line
Back in the back of the back
Of the mind thoughts that

Back up sobriety
Social drinking to lying it's my
Thoughts all the time, uh

Kicking the bucket it’s
On your list this sipping piss
Not my business
Got no coping methods

Got no time to just rhyme
Thoughts all the time got no listens
You just stuck all alone
And I can’t handle the tension this

Sucks

Cause you know that I’m
Burning insidе
Wish there was a way to keep you
Alive!

Family trauma’s and burdеns
Make it difficult to try
To make you smile now
Wipe your tears don’t cry

This is life

But I never used to say that
Naive just a child
Really thought that I could
Carry what you styled

As what’s for the best
When it was really just denial
For my broken family rhetoric
And short term smiles

Took a while to get it

But I got it now
Nineteen’s the charm
Fuck a third time
Times just a harmful

Deadly

Piece of shit remedy
For fomo and life hacks
Hard to see you virtually
The real you is priceless

Cry every time I heard you
Lying causing typhoons
Laying down usually
Horizontal like hyphens

All your hopes and dreams 
weighing on me they be stifling
Promise what you preach is
Seeping into my own conscious

Yeah

But I know
It wasn’t always bad
Know I’m stubborn
But they are still the best years I ever had

Didn’t know shit
Little Tongan kid catch me geeking out
Over dibs on them fish n chips
Ceda creaming soda

Leaking out while I’m trekking down
Back and forth and out
To the south side of the west-side
Bumming out

The front of the take away store
Shit was cracka lad
Hung out with my Cousins
We stayed out until the skies went zap

Boom, Pow

Lyrebird was so dodgy
Sometimes had the neighbors asking me if I want lollies

Fuck we took it and we booked it
Ran away called em pedos
Hocked a razor from the posh cunts
And hid out in the meadows

Daydreaming
What’s life got in store for us gleaming
Lil youngins still beaming off them
Kirk brand fizzy drinks?

Hiding from our uncles
Catch em stealthy with their sneaky links
Ran out from the granny flat
Stayed out until the skies went pink

I find myself reminiscing
A lot
These days are getting bleaker
Steeper wreaking of weaker

Depleting dots
Connecting em
Finding answers
And seeking em

Testing experimenting
Hoping I’ll live to tweak at them

Hoping my future’s looking
Like I once dreamt and thought it would
One day your home is hectic
Next it’s looking like (Hollywood)

Conflicts are getting crazier
Too much for my sanity
So this one is for my family
I choose peace over vanity

My- (You will not lose)
Not if you use
Your heart (That was it)

Your heart
Keep it rolling
Yeah
Not if you use your-