Part I
[Intro: Jayden Cyprian]
Heart and soul
Heart and soul
Heart and soul
My heart and soul, my heart and-
[Verse 1: Jayden Cyprian]
You've been with me since a kid
I won't even kid when I'm telling this
Used to hold your hand, used to laugh and talk
I'd drive you around, that's a dream that's shot, down
'Cause of you, I'm down
'Cause of you, my heart can't take much more, that's the truth
I'm rambling when I speak, I feel so weak
Been crying for some weeks
But I'll tell you
[Hook: Jayden Cyprian, Solomon Rennie]
I want you to know, uh
You're my heart and soul, my heart and
And I want you to know
You're my heart and soul, my heart and soul (Yeah)
My heart and-
[Verse 2: Solomon Rennie]
Filling in the cracks, I'm pleading with the maker
Let me hold you longer, needing mе to be a
Better pеrson for you, loaded with the burdens
I got nothing for you, I got something for this
Take me up to heaven, let me be your watch
For every time I try to intervene, I bother
'Cause of every little piece of hurt, I'm sorry
Promise I'm not fixable, I'm never really-
[Verse 3: Jayden Cyprian, Solomon Rennie]
Where I wanna be, who I wanna see
I take a deep breath and breathe out with ease
My love feels counterfeit, heavy heart
Said I'd start here, but I chose to part
How I feel, I'm undecided
To everyone but myself, I'm open-minded (I can't find peace here)
I close the door, I close the curtains
When I lost you, I lost for certain
Pressure's building up
I'm stuck (I can't find peace here)
Man, I'm tired of it all, tired of it
Losing you made me see myself
That I don't like what I see, or who I'm tryna be
I'm tryna be myself, but that ain't enough, I'm tired of it
Part II
[Verse 4: Jayden Cyprian]
Back in the mirror, staring back at myself
Got a black heart, but somehow, it keeps masking itself
Hiding from my feelings, I'm 'bout to go platinum for stuff
I said I'm fine again, do I really care about the self?
'Bout how I feel, my heart is steel, you're out of the picture
Now I'm scramblin' around to try to fix whatever missing
Do I have permission to be myself again?
These words can still impact me, each line is caving in
The walls are caving in and I'm not good in tight spaces
How many songs do I make before I stop feeling basic
You know these songs are meant for you and every problem I went through?
You went through decades with me, I recorded alone in that room
I almost shed a tear, no, I shed a few
Mind stuck on the fact that I'm not here with you, you're not here with me
I can't find peace the way I'm in, I can't sleep
I don't wanna sleep, I just wanna be- I don't know
Man, I don't know
I hate getting old
You were supposed to shield me, you have a heart of gold
I'm counting all these backstabbers, I'm wishing 'til I lose control
I lost my trust and there's no other word that can shake it
I lost my love, there's no other words that await
I'm feeling weightless, pressure all around made my voice drown
Clouded in my thoughts, these dreamy lights won't help me calm down
What I dreamt for years can't be my solitude
I need something to cling to, it's not solid
I'm tired of being modest, I'm tired of being tired
I'm losing parts of me I didn't know were under fire, ah!
[Instrumental Outro]
HEART was written by Solomon Rennie & Jayden Cyprian.
HEART was produced by Jayden Cyprian.
Jayden Cyprian released HEART on Sun Jun 19 2022.