HEAR ME OUT

As the rain falls
Yeah, yeah (Whallex, Whallex)
Okay I get it now, okay I get it fine
Okay I get it now, okay I get it now
Okay I get it fine, yeah huh

Okay I get it now, okay I get it fine
Okay I understand I'm wrong and you're right
But tell me is it worth it, you say that I'm worthless
Oh my, oh my Ave Maria, beauty when you walk by
Beauty when you walk by, let me tell you all about my life

Huh, let me tell you about where I started, 'bout how I stalled
'Bout how everyone, everyonе departed really fast
Look mе in my face and then they laughed
I don't really give 'em any mind
I don't pay them any attention
And I really don't ask, questions anymore
I don't really wanna know what they're here for

If it's not me, I know they won't give me any sympathy
I'm tryna get the imagery
Up out of my head, Already Dead

And I really don't think I need a chorus
I'm already late and I'm running out of time
All I ever wanna do is get out of my head and go and hide
I sit up inside the studio and get high
I stay up all by myself and I wonder why
Wonder why everyone left my side
Wonder why everyone so quick to judge me
They don't know what I've seen, they can't see it through my eye

I don't know what they mean when I tell me I should be thankful to be alive
Should I tell my mom that I have a problem?
Should I tell my girl that I'm scared of my demise?
Should I tell her that I have nightmares every single night?
So I don't know if it's a blessing or a curse that my dreams come alive
Oh well I guess I never should've looked her in her eyes

Bloody Marry, Bloody Marry oh why
Should've never looked into the mirror for the third time
I guess that's why
Even on the brightside I don't have like no light

I don't have no one to tell me when I'm right
They told me that I've been wrong the whole time like oh my
Anxiety attacks in the meantime
Disassociation in my free time
When I wanna get rid of my demons you help me to release mine
Help me to get peace of mind