Heals Me

[VERSE 1]
Yeah..
Ego death by way of breath constricted, he don’t let my way of seeing things incentivize him, I tried dying, I might like them tiny eyes that are spying, Simon says “jesus christ is inside him”..
But I don’t know if life is worth losing, who knew him to be deluded?, screwed the pooch when I moved to Houston, I’mma come out & say it, I’ve wanted to stop breathing too, dad steady screaming ‘bout how I can’t use power tools, like you were ever there to show me dudе but the example you sеt made me wanna move deeper inside the tomb, yeah I’ve been to the edge of the River Styx, danced a two-step & a jig with death, twisted & sick, swisher is lit though & a pinch goes in my 6th bowl, opened soul & soaked in gold, swollen ego, oh & he goes back in to the rabbit holes he gets trapped in, strapped in for the beginning middle ending aftermath then, pathological master of mashing obstacles, nasty with thoughts so often his noggin’s bobbing, drops a bomb in our hearts..
Drops a bomb in our hearts..

[VERSE 2]
Drops a bomb in our hearts & it starts to wither away, he thinks he’s saving the day when actually he’s fresh out of sane, when experiencing brain decay from dimethyl try diving inside deep & three taps when you feeling death pull & when the chest full of breath & you mess around seconds count down til you drown, sleep with the fish or become a messenger, sent to bless ya with knowledge, mind like a steel trap, catching prey to investigate & fascinated he feels sapped, mania stages may be the real satan, manifestation of mutated things that you keep thinking, hate bringing your name in, I thought it but couldn’t say it, you know this is entertainment, I’m relaying things from my brain stem..
Hopefully this don’t ache but when I heard you went so insane that you even seized & reached for the weed to exceed the holiest names, I was floored, only way I could force homies brain to cooperate was by interrogating, hate to say it, I didn’t take him on his word, thought of god & how he slurred, thought of when I bought a paring knife to cut my epidermis, hurt churning in earnest, earned him an early furnace nearly, surface nervous clearly..
Urgent, surgeon clear me..
Hurling furniture, fear me..
Burning, swirling, searing..
He searched the church for merely..
Just a taste of dearly..
Departed saints & dropped a bomb in our hearts..
Dropped a bomb in our hearts...