Healing Suns

These young trees only claim to be happy
The sea has worn a hollow smile for weeks
I need a shift from a total heart eclipse
But I’m confident things can settle down

I’ll be a leader but only for myself
I’ll be a beacon when no one else is
When I am safe, I can be complete again
You don’t need me to pretend

Watch me fall when there’s no one there
Leave this all to teach myself better
I feel more than my own share
I’m not sure if I still care

Truth be told, I feel out of myself
Something calls from beyond my senses
I don’t know if I can be of help
My healing suns carry me on

I will be done when I know where to stand
I might have fallen for the game once too often
Stretching a fire always feels a bit strange
But I’m confident things can settle down

Go with the side you can handle the best
We’ll understand when we meet there and rest
The skies are filled with my latest regrets
You don’t need me to explain

Watch me fall when there’s no one there
I’d leave this all to teach myself better
I feel more than my own share
I’m not sure if I still care

Truth be told, I feel out of myself
Something calls from beyond my senses
I don’t know if I can be of help
My healing suns carry me on

Watch me fall when there’s no one there
I feel more than my own share
Truth be told, I feel out of myself
My heeling suns carry me on