Healing

[Chorus]
I can't manage, our love is damaged
She a demon in the private, but an angel for the camera
Lock my heart up, put it in the slammer
Now I feel like I can't trust it, lit our love up like a candle
Cussed me out, told me you hate me, dropped my feelings off a cliff
Got some slits straight to the neck, girl, fuck a slit right to the wrist
And if I did what you did right back to you, then you'd be pissed
So it's fuck love or feelings, just need time for healing now

[Verse 1]
I've been pouring fours, cracking seals, take the pain away
New house up on the hills, but I've been living like the fadeaway
My head told me to stay, but I just really wanna fade away
Deep in my mind, I know it's worth it, in the end, I'll see a greater day
I'm on that goop, she's off the pills
Young, wild, and reckless, get geeked for the thrill
Life's been fillin' up my glass, I'm just hopin' I don't spill
And the ones you think who love you hurt you, cut deep for real

[Pre-Chorus]
Yeah, she's been on my mind
Yeah, she's been on my mind
Realized everything you said was a lie
Hurt me inside, woah, woah, woah

[Chorus]
I can't manage, our love is damaged
She a demon in the private, but an angel for the camera
Lock my heart up, put it in the slammer
Now I feel like I can't trust it, lit our love up like a candle
Cussed me out, told me you hate me, dropped my feelings off a cliff
Got some slits straight to the neck, girl, fuck a slit right to the wrist
And if I did what you did right back to you, then you'd be pissed
So it's fuck love or feelings, just need time for healing now

[Verse 2]
The show is over, baby, guess it's time to close the curtains
Girl, you're so manipulative, almost got me, that's for certain
When I'm down, I drown up in the pack, but this time, it ain't workin'
So drop my feelings in the Act', I pour it up and get to slurpin'
Miss what we had, but I cannot hold on
It's moving so fast, but that's why I'm so gone
Tried to spazz on my ass, but I had kept my calm
You put me last, so what's there to run from?

[Pre-Chorus]
Yeah, she's been on my mind
Yeah, she's been on my mind
Realized everything you said was a lie
Hurt me inside, woah, woah, woah

[Chorus]
I can't manage, our love is damaged
She a demon in the private, but an angel for the camera
Lock my heart up, put it in the slammer
Now I feel like I can't trust it, lit our love up like a candle
Cussed me out, told me you hate me, dropped my feelings off a cliff
Got some slits straight to the neck, girl, fuck a slit right to the wrist
And if I did what you did right back to you, then you'd be pissed
So it's fuck love or feelings, just need time for healing now