Heal Me

[Verse 1]
I come from a single parent home without a father
My family majority women that made it harder
'Cause what we seem to not understand
Is women just can't teach a little boy to be a man
I don't recommend doin' that
But we don't go through it with the greatness and
All we seem to say is "Jesus fix it" with the praying hands
Then proceed to leave the conversation without prayin' man
Been tired of my silence
You said you want it
You got it

[Chorus]
Heal me, me, me, me, me
Break, break me, me, me, me
Heal me, me, me, me, me

[Verse 2]
If you were anything like me
You would see
Just what I'm comin' from, this world is too deep
So I can't be the only one
I have a lil brother
He stays with me and my mother
And we're her only sons
The things he do I swear I'm so scared that one day I hear a gun
Go blam, and one day he'll be laid on the ground
And I don't want that, nah
I could not handle that now
Then my mama would probably die from depression
Losin' her child because people around this town
Don't care who they be shootin' down
You see his daddy wasn't in his life either
And it's wild because his dad and mine are two different people
Now I don't know why they passed
This could be follow the leader
I wonder how much would his life have changed if my dad didn't leave her
This is evil
I'm in need of some holy help or some guidance
God just tell me, Jesus help me
I'm sick and tired of hidin'
This ain't it, I must admit
I'm gettin' tired of fightin'
And I read it, know You said it
I'm not gon' say that You lyin'
But Lord
I don't see this joy that you told me comes in the mornin'
Maybe it's just I cannot see it through all the stormin'
Many days and nights without eatin', man we were hungry
When I say the struggle, I mean it, this here is haunted
I done hoped that you'da seen it by now
I'm blessed and excited if my family could fly from the skies
We'd be united
You see me and you think I'm all good 'cause I can hide it
But judge the book by what is inside it, you said you want it
You got it

[Chorus]
Heal me, me, me, me, me
Break, break me, me, me, me
Heal me, me, me, me, me

[Verse 3]
I don't really know how to feel
Sometimes I feel abandoned like You leavin' me here
Then I question my sight, like am I seein' this clear
Then I look at my faith, like is this actually real
These days, I don't really know what to think
If they don't like me, I don't really know who to be
Say I should just grow up and be a man, but You see
Lord You want me to be somethin', I just don't know how to be
This is me, disbelief
Struggling, no relief
I am me and no one else
Fightin' hard to be myself
Find my spot up on the shelf
I just don't know how this works
I keep fallin' and it hurts
Fear gets harder, this no verse
Anxiety at it's worst
Emotions hittin' the surface and I don't do it on purpose
I think they tired of hidin' and I keep closin' the curtain
And to be honest, I don't know this for certain
All I know is that I'm tired of hurtin'
No I don't have all the answers
I just keep lookin' to God
You say it's all in the book
But why does this gotta be hard
He just been linin' up the shots for me
But I just keep on missin' 'em all
And they just tell me put the pieces together
But I am not seein' the parts
It's like somebody took the key to my life and went to hide it
And if I could only find myself, then I would find it
You see me and you think I'm all good 'cause I can hide it
But judge the book by what is inside it, you said you want it
You got it

[Chorus]
Break, break me
So you can heal, heal me
Won't you just break, break me
So you can heal, heal me
Won't you just break me
So you can heal me
Won't you just break me
So you can heal me
Won't you just break me
So you can heal