Heal

I got my head in a knot idk if I’m me or I’m something I’m not
Losing my head I’m in pieces from feeling like shit thanks to people I’ve lost

Negative energy creates my misery
Stuck with the face that I’ve got
Don’t know if anything’s real
Lost and I’m just tryna heal

Mark my own words I’m a demon
Live in the hell that I’m dreaming
Sanity crumbles to pieces
Hard finding all of the words that have meaning

I’ve lost all meaning
Lost motivation
Succumb to my demons

Happiness fleeting
Voices inside my head screaming
I need to know what’s the reason
I can’t keep living

I’m not fighter or a quitter I’m a masochist
No fuck that, I’m just a pacifist
Nothing comes easy unless there's ass to kiss
I’m past this shit, passing opportunities, im scared of it

I need my head straight
I got all this shit in front of me still feel pain
Wake up everyone morning wishing I didn’t live another day
Everyone has highs and lows but my lows never go away

Ask me bout my head pain
All this stress got me dealing with migraines
Cut myself from the world just for my sake
I can’t stand being judged by the world’s hate
Is it all in my mind? Making mistakes

Thoughts ramble in my head like marbles
Powerful entities invade me and startle
All the working parts inside my body and it’s awful
Soon enough til I end up in a coffin