HEAL

Ever since I was a young kid
Dreams clouded my brain to cement
Always defeated
Never found love in my life I seen effect
I am only human
I can perceive only what I can with my breath
Alive but I’m dying
What is the meaning of a life if it’s shit

Universe is telling me to look away
I am looking to the deepest grey
I won’t let my mom down she sees the great
I won’t let my friends down they see the fate
Used to be useless but I found my purpose
Devil chained to ankle Bitch i feel so worthless
I hate myself when I close the curtains
Behind a blank screen when I feel my curses

IF I DIED TODAY PLEASE HIDE MY BODY
I CANNOT FEEL MY HEART
NO ONE TO STOP ME
BORN TO BE USELESS I HATE MY HOBBIES
HATE MY JOB AND I HATE MY CHOICES
I LOVE THE PAIN BITCH IT MAKES ME FEEL
HURT MYSELF AGAIN WHILE MY BLOOD IT SPILLS
IVE LOST FAMILY TOO MANY DYING
EYES SWELL SHUT YEAH ALIVE BUT CRYING

FALLING IM FALLING BUT BREAK
LOOK AT MY LIFE ON THE LINE AYE
I WILL NEVER FUCKING MATTER
MY CHEST IT HEALS AND THEN SHATTERS