HeadTrip

My life is revisited by myself
What the fuck happened?
Destroy the demonic thoughts eating me up
Pray for my freedom
Going in my head but I don’t believe it belongs to me
Who the fuck I am if I can’t control
My own thoughts

My mind is fucking gone now
A fucking trip in my head
Consuming my wretched soul
I will contemplate this shit
Erring between in life and death
A fucking trip in my head like
Getting stabbed twenty times over
I will contemplate this shit

Am I sick?
If I see a world that is solely illusion
Does that make me sick?
If I told you I was falling for the doing of dark deeds
Mental aggression
No escape from the material world
I devoured the messenger that took hold of me

Time to put an end to the dark plan
Could you please give me the tongue to deliver this?
A tornado of forsaken souls
The illusion of hope I once had is dead and gone