Head Under Water

Can’t see my way it's almost like I'm going blind
Dark clouds around my head
I ain't feeling fine
Immediate help, I need a hotline
I've been feeling like this for a long time
Too many thoughts in my mind
It's hard to calm down, I think I need medicine
But what the doctor prescribed
Ain't helpin' me out
This shit's so irrelevant
Empty bottles in my cabinet
I'm invisible, I'm absent
Forgive me, I go on these tangents
I feel abandoned

Wonder if they notice
If I went away
Wish that I had someone beg for me to stay
You see that in color, I see that in grey
Now I'm disappearing, fading everyday

I know you wanna see my
Head undеr water
Head under watеr
Head under water
You got my, you got my
Head under water
My head under water
Head under water now

Fuck you, I ain't going down

They just wanna see me drown
Like the way my dad found
Something in that pill bottle
He did swallow and go down
Bury me in the same ground
Bet that's what you countin' on
I don't care if this soundin' strong
Fuck you and them, I belong
I'ma burn like I'm too hot
With a true shot
While you do rot
Till I'm livin' in a new spot
With some new group
And a new thot
You don't wanna hear the new plot
I'ma push till I'm broken off
Swingin' hard, I don't this soft
I ain't neva go take a loss

Hey
I wonder if I ever went away
Would anybody beg me to stay
You see in color and I see in grey
I'm fading away

I know you wanna see my
Head under water
Head under water
Head under water
You got my, you got my
Head under water
My head under water
Head under water now

Fuck you, I ain't going down

I look into my past
And see all of my baggage
But one day it won't last
I'm breakin' all my habits

Wonder if they'd notice
If I went away
Wish that I had someone beg for me to stay
You see that in color
I see that in grey
Now I'm disappearing, fading everyday

I know you wanna see my
Head under water
Head under water
Head under water
You got my, you got my
Head under water
My head under water
My head under water now

Fuck you, I ain't going down

Head under water
Head under water
Head under water
You got my, you got my
Head under water
My head under water
My head under water now

Fuck you, I ain't going down