Head First

[Chorus]
I've been gon' thru it all, been gon' head first
Hey don't hit my line 'cause I'm not fine and I won't text her
Maybe I will try to find a way to make this better
Head pounding thoughts in my mind, I surrender
I've been gon' thru it all, been gon' head first
I've been up all night, not feelin' right, this makes me brain hurt
Anxious all the time but I don't show it, nothing matters
Heart ache kid I'ma end up like Casper

[Verse 1]
My time is up now, my face is rough now
Things were looking up
But now I guess I'm on the come down
Is this enough now? I'm feeling broke down
Staring at my ceiling, numbing feeling in my face now
I've had better days
Feels like I'm decaying, fading at a steady pace
Stuck inside my own demise surprise anxiety
You know that I been tryin' but I can't keep up the pace
Can't keep up the pace

[Verse 2: Yung Van]
Every time love, yeah I get hurt
I'm just tryna fucking forget her
No matter where I go, all I see
Is you, so I lie through my teeth
This smile that you see
Ain't really me
I'm just tryna breath
But I'm stuck in a scene
With crystals on my teeth
And a pocket of dreams
I can't achieve
No, I can't achieve
Every time love, yeah I get hurt
I'm just tryna fucking forget her
No matter where I go, all I see
Is you, so I lie through my teeth

[Chorus]
I've been gon' thru it all, been gon' head first
Hey don't hit my line 'cause I'm not fine and I won't text her
Maybe I will try to find a way to make this better
Head pounding thoughts in my mind, I surrender
I've been gon' thru it all, been gon' head first
I've been up all night, not feelin' right, this makes me brain hurt
Anxious all the time but I don't show it, nothing matters
Heart ache kid I'ma end up like Casper