​he’ll always sit alone

[Verse 1]
My shadow sleeps next to me while I think myself to bed
In the blink of an eye, I wake myself from my rest (I need a hug)
Brush my teeth and I leave to start the days that I dread
How much—, how much more 'til I bleed what's left of my head?

[Chorus]
It doesn't matter what I do, I'll always feel the same (It doesn't matter what I do, it doesn't matter what I do)
I wish I didn't feel this way, I would always say the same (It doesn't matter what I do, oh, no, oh-oh)
Stay away, I'm protecting me so I could feel okay (It doesn't matter what I do, it doesn't matter what I do)
Don't try to get close to me, I'll ask you to go away (It doesn't matter what I do, oh, no, oh-oh)
I sit alone in my dеsolate room, dim lights on my face
Conversatе with random people that don't know my name
Why the fuck do you spend time with me? I swear that I'm so lame
I wish I could see everything from outside my face

[Verse 2]
I've got so many friends I know I can talk to
Any day, I would pick myself over all of you
I could never leave me, I would never tease me
I prefer everything this way
Even if it means they'll forget my name
But it's okay, for me, it's okay
With friends, it's hard to tell
I am honest with myself
So I think I'll stay by myself (Haha)
I'll admit that I get so lonely
But at least, I don't bother all my homies
In a matter of time, they could hate me
Another night in my hell

[Chorus]
It doesn't matter what I do, I'll always feel the same (It doesn't matter what I do, it doesn't matter what I do)
I wish I didn't feel this way, I would always say the same (It doesn't matter what I do, oh, no, oh-oh)
Stay away, I'm protecting me so I could feel okay (It doesn't matter what I do, it doesn't matter what I do)
Don't try to get close to me, I'll ask you to go away (It doesn't matter what I do, oh, no, oh-oh)
I sit alone in my desolate room, dim lights on my face
Conversate with random people that don't know my name
Why the fuck do you spend time with me? I swear that I'm so lame
I wish I could see everything from outside my face (I love you)

[Outro]
I've been so tired of these days that keep countin' by (Let's be friends)
(It doesn't matter what I do, I'll always feel the same)
I'll sing myself some sweet, little lullabies (I wish I didn't feel this way, I would always say the same)
It'll keep me warm in the winter and falling down in September (Stay away, I'm protecting me so I could feel okay)
Hope it doesn't leave me when I start feeling better (Don't try to get close to me, I'll ask you to go away)