Haven’t Even Cried Yet

[Verse 1]
I read it in the paper, they used your old high school picture
I smiled and thought, "Yeah, I'd like to remember you that way"
I ran into your brother, we side and hugged each other
When he asked how I was doing, I didn't know what to say

[Chorus]
'Cause I haven't even cried yet
Ain't that supposed to be the first step?
By now I should've fallen all to pieces
What the hell is wrong with me?
'Cause I'm going through the motions
Out of touch with my emotions
Yeah, I got a box of tissues waiting by my bed
But I haven't even cried yet

[Verse 2]
And maybe this sounds crazy but losing you still hadn't hit me
I keep thinking if I call, you'll pick up right now
´Whole town came to the service, between the flowers and Bible verses
Seems like I'm the only one who isn't breaking down

[Chorus]
I haven't even cried yet
Ain't that supposed to be the first step?
By now I should've fallen all to pieces
What the hell is wrong with me?
'Cause I'm going through the motions
Out of touch with my emotions
They're singing Amazing Grace, I oughta be a wreck
But I haven't even cried yet
No, I haven't even cried yet

[Bridge]
You never liked to see me upset
Said, "Get those tears out of your pretty eyes"
So I'm thinking maybe that's the reason why

[Chorus]
I haven't even cried yet
Ain't that supposed to be the first step?
By now I should've fallen all to pieces
What the hell is wrong with me?
'Cause I'm going through the motions
Out of touch with my emotions
I know it's gonna be a long, long hard ahead
'Cause I haven't even cried yet
I haven't even cried yet