Apparently, Hopsin has decided to give us a piece of his mind before his long awaited Knock Madness album drops. It was made in one day which is true talent. The darkness that is self-produced and the lyrics to this song proves that he must be going through a really tough time with the industry.
[Intro]
Today's Thursday November 7th, 2013
And I'm fed up with doin' all of this business Hopsin Knock Madness shit, man
Fuck this rap game
[Hook]
I swear to God I'm feelin' so sick (so sick)
It's like I don't know where my home is (home is)
A nigga gone, you can see it in my eyes
I ain't even got the strength to fucking cry
So tell me if you can find me
Where'd I go? Have you seen me?
I don't know
You see I used to think that my money would bring me happiness and
Now I can't believe this is happening, where did I go?
[Verse]
A nigga feel gone, lost, ain't got no purpose
Spent a year locked in churches
Trying to jot the verses
But I'm stuck with these rotten curses
Every time I rap you can hear the pain burn through
'Cause I never had a real family to turn to
I got shit on my nerves
To give me the urge
To yell curse words but I'm really tryin' to learn to keep it all under control
But I can't 'cause I'm stuck in a hole
The devil tryna puppet my soul
Making me a slave to the game, taking away my joys and then handing me a bucket of gold
No! I don't want it no more
Take these groupies, I ain't fucking your whores
Imagine being fed when your stomache don't roar
I wake up every morning and in a rugged cold war
Fuck my life, the fuck am I doin', man?
Hopsin, you're the man, I love all your songs I'm like a really big fan
Issues occured and started back in high school when I used to get beat on
Now I hide myself with contacts and the fame's a drug I OD on
[Hook]
I swear to God I'm feelin' so sick (so sick)
It's like I don't know where my home is (home is)
A nigga gone, you can see it in my eyes
I ain't even got the strength to fucking cry
So tell me if you can find me
Where'd I go? Have you seen me?
I don't know
You see I used to think that my money would bring me happiness and
Now I can't believe this is happening, where did I go?
[Outro]
This is not on my album...
I just made it today 'cause I just needed to vent...and talk
Sittin' in this fucking basement, it driving me crazy...
Sigh...I'm weird now, I can honestly say that I'm fucking weird, I have changed
But I didn't go Hollywood...I don't know what the hell I - I don't know, man
Have You Seen Me? was written by Hopsin.
Have You Seen Me? was produced by Hopsin.
Hopsin released Have You Seen Me? on Thu Nov 07 2013.
just some shit i made today. i get tired of putting out organized structured music and all that label crap. i just wanna rap and speak my mind…
im tired of all the business behind it.
Hopsin