Have You Ever

Have you ever been cold in the sun
Felt you've lost when you know that you've won
Tell me why 'cause I dont understand
How I'm old but I'm still not a man
Why must I know
Why must I know
When will I go
When will I know
Tell me why do I have to know why
All the reasons to how I'm alive
Tell me why does it have to get worse
Asking questions in this universe
Have you ever been so far behind
That you feel that it's still the first time
I need answersa nd I need a cure
To the reasons why I'm still unsure
Was the same last week was the same last year
And I don't know why that I go nowhere
And I still feel scared and I know whats wrong
And I know what's right and I'm still not strong