Haunting Memories

[counter]:
She is all I need
She is everything
She is blinding me
She is haunting me
I'd love to see
What you mean to me
It's all in my head
These memories
She is all I need
She is everything
She is blinding me
She is haunting me
I'd love to see
What you mean to me
It's all in my head
These memories

These memories are trapped up in my head
I'm trying not to wind up dead
I'm always stuck up in my bed
I just wanna see you again
I just want you outta my hеad
I just wanna know if you're dead
It's the only thing I havе left
Of you and I

[epitome]:
Is there nothing left of you and I
Did you know my heart would probably die
When you left me.. in September that night
You extinguished the fire lit between you and I

Now I'm sitting here with broken memories
Wondering what the fuck happened to me
Guess I’m down on my luck
But you’re setting me free
Would anyone show up if I was hanging from a tree
Life’s so dull I can’t seem to find a meaning
You damaged the hull of my ship and now I'm sinking
I can't escape these feelings
It feels like I’m drowning
Please someone save me

It’s fucked it to know that I was just a name
For you to write on your list was it just a game
Well you played me well
Now I'm trapped in this hell
Now I'm nothing but a hollow empty shell

I’ll crawl until the very bitter end
Even though I live a life full of sin
There’s nothing to hide
I'mm so empty inside
Every single day I'm just waiting to die
I’ll fall apart
And that’s okay my friend
I’m just wishing we could go back to playing pretend
My soul ripped apart
My fears hide in the dark
I question ever second why even exist