Haunt Me / Crossing Over

[Verse 1 : Doms Gauge]
Some nights I wanna be alone
Other nights I feel the loneliness
Searching for the one for me
And feeling that she don't exist
I don't really see a lot of people I was homies with
That's probably cause my time went to music
That's how I chose to live
I was younger
I just hung around with all the older kids
Old soul, young body
Bottling his emotions in
Till he pours em out on a record for just a couple plays
Or up on stage in venues he couldn't get into cause his age
Now I'm 21 and I'm so grateful to be it
Cause I've known too many people that didn't make it to see it
And I feel like most my life has been me chasing these demons
Now they're chasing me back, this must be their way to get even
And when things fall apart how are we supposed to pretend
We all know when a relationship is close to an end
They say a picture lasts but really you won't focus the lens
Before u get stabbed in the back by fake homies and friends

[Hook : Doms Gauge]
This world can be so cruel
The things you see
Might drive you crazy
So I play by my own rules
And just do me
And I guess that makes me
A runaway train on the wrong side of the track
I been working day and night I ain't got time to relax
And though most of my ghosts they all lie in the past
They haunt me, still they haunt me

[Verse 2 : Doms Gauge]
I know what's done is done
I can't take back my sins
I'm seeing ghosts all around me and they just laugh and grin
I'm staring at the bottom of this empty glass of gin
Wondering was my brothers death a suicide or accident
There's no adapting to this cruel world were trapped up in
I guess it's safe to say that no one makes it out this labyrinth
It's sadder than heroin addicts down to their last syringe
With needles leaving marks in their arm like tatted skin
Take a look in my mind without the biopsy
Stay strong keep your head up that's what this life taught me
I was taking drugs too young fucking up my body
By the time I was a teenager already tried oxy
And no I'm not condoning that in any type of way
I'm just saying what I did and I had to learn from my mistakes
Telling my story and before we reach the final page
I've got some things do before we close the book and sign my name

[Hook : Doms Gauge]
This world can be so cruel
The things you see
Might drive you crazy
So I play by my own rules
And just do me
And I guess that makes me
A runaway train on the wrong side of the track
I been working day and night I ain't got time to relax
And though most of my ghosts they all lie in the past
They haunt me, still they haunt me

*CROSSING OVER*
(prod. Post Scripted)

[Hook : Doms Gauge]
I wanna set fire to this bridge I'm crossing over
Let it burn don't look back and just keep walking forward
I tend to smoke a lot of doja to keep stress up off my shoulders
Throw ya hands up if you're feeling me now
I wanna set fire to this bridge I'm crossing over
Let it burn don't look back and just keep walking forward
Cause all I know is there's other problems to solve
And you can't stay the same forever man you got to evolve

[Verse 1 : Doms Gauge]
How do you move past something when it seems to be haunting you
And every chance it gets it starts teasing and taunting you
Try and ease your mind
Read between the lines
And see the signs
You gotta leave behind the past
To get to what you need to find
I hear em saying I'm changing
Man I'm just growing up
Older homies told me I'd get it when I got old enough
I hated that, it made me mad
Now I kinda see it's true
So I'm just tryna pass a little knowledge down from me to you
And ode to the old me, I'm tipping my glass
To all the people with me now that see the vision I have
I'm on this road crossing over every bridge in my path
Focused on the present leaving that bullshit in the past
No you can't change the past, but you can make it past it
Take some gas to it all and start to play with matches
Sometimes I wanna burn these bridges till they lay in ashes
But I guess there's a couple memories I have to stay attached with