Hate us sometimes

I hate you sometimes
When you don't speak your mind
When we don't let it out in time
Walls shaking as we silently fight
I hate you sometimes
When you don't say what's wrong
I'd take my own life, if that'll make you
The happiest man in the world
Who am i now
Who am i in your eyes?
I'm still in love
Are you still the one i love?
I'll fall, i'll bleed, i'll break my feet to stay
When my heart pleads, my mind don't have a say
'Cause it don't matter when you're around
It don't matter, no
I hate me sometimes
Whеn i think i'm to blame
I can't help but to feel this way
When nonе of your words can escape
I hate me sometimes
I choose your life over mine
But no matter how hard i would try
I won't be part of your family line
Who am i now
Who am i in your eyes?
I'm still in love
Are you still the one i love?
I'll fall, i'll bleed, i'll break my feet to stay
When my heart pleads, my mind don't have a say
'Cause it don't matter when you're around
It don't matter, no
There's something 'bout you, my dear
Keeps me coming back all in
Somehow i don't wanna be free
From all of that ache
There's something 'bout us, my dear
Start thinking we're meant to be
Say you feel the same, it's me
Who keeps your heart beat
'Cause it don't matter when you're around
It don't matter