Hate To Hate You

[Verse 1]
I know I should know better
Getting tired of myself
I mean I should get help
Or I’ll feel like this forever
Kinda wish I never met you
Tired of being resentful
Feeling all vengeful
I gotta let go

[Pre-Chorus]
All the energy I spill
Thinking bout how bad you made me feel
I don’t wanna pick no fights
Cut my losses, say goodbye

[Chorus]
I’m so tired of feelings
I’m so fucking drained
Holding onto pain
The time I wasted
Going crazy
Cause I hate you
I got reasons
But that don’t make a change
You’ll still be the same
I’ll bend and break
And feel ashamed
Because I hate to hate you

[Verse 2]
Do I need some more closure?
Getting harder to judge
What’s real or made up
I just want to be over
I’m out of your head now
The more you seem fine
You’re twisting the knife
Don’t know why I still care now

[Pre-Chorus]
Every time I hear you name
Or I see your face across my screen
I’m getting a bitter taste
And I can't make it go away

[Chorus]
I’m so tired of feelings
I’m so fucking drained
Holding onto pain
The time I wasted
Going crazy
Cause I hate you
I got reasons
But that don’t make a change
You’ll still be the same
I’ll bend and break
And feel ashamed
Because I hate to hate you