Hate This Feeling

C-Lance

[Chorus: Teo Laza]
Can't remember last night
I hate this feeling
Feel like I've been fucking up lately
I black out and embarrass myself
That's why I feel like everyone hates me
All these times I've apologized
Really it don't make no difference
All these pills and all these lines
The ketamine fuck with my vision

[Verse 1: Merkules]
I’ve been feeling sort of fucked up
Maybe I need tough love, ‘cause I can’t take it
I’m not who I once was
Don’t know what the fuck’s up
Don’t know how to change it
But I know that I’m not myself
Somewhere down the line I must have lost myself
How are these the cards I dealt
When I’m drinking I start thinking I should off myself
Maybe I should make a call for help
‘Cause I can’t believe that this is how it all turned out
I’m too deep I cannot climb out
Cause its hard for me to move with both my arms tied down
And I know this isn’t me
I swear to god I hate this feeling
Long nights with no memory
How is this still appealing

[Chorus: Teo Laza]
Can't remember last night
I hate this feeling
Feel like I've been fucking up lately
I black out and embarrass myself
That's why I feel like everyone hates me
All these times I've apologized
Really it don't make no difference
All these pills and all these lines
The ketamine fuck with my vision

[Verse 2: Teo Laza]
Mamma said I’m gonna be fine
She only know half of the story
Only feel alright in the night
Wanna end my life in the morning
How am I supposed to write a happy song when I’m sad
I see your face, think of all the times from the past
Yeah I really thought we would last
Would have given you all that I have
I let you slip right through my fingers
Had your heart in my hand
Must have been part of the plan, yeah
When I met you I was gone off a half

[Chorus: Teo Laza]
Can't remember last night
I hate this feeling
Feel like I've been fucking up lately
I black out and embarrass myself
That's why I feel like everyone hates me
All these times I've apologized
Really it don't make no difference
All these pills and all these lines
The ketamine fuck with my vision