Hate My Guts

[Verse 1]
In bed without you
I'm wide awake
Try to just forget I found you
And then how I pushed you away
Oh my God, was I insane?
You had everything that I ever wanted
But now I'm checking off the boxes in our old apartment
While I'm packing my things
I just got to pour a drink to help me
'Cause love kind of sucks

[Chorus]
Pretty messed up
Guess I didn't know that it would hurt this much
Really never thought you'd ever hate my guts after all
Old ups come down, crashing in the ground
Maybe that's what happens when I run my mouth
Take a look around and you're not here
And I just can't beliеve you're gone
But thе beat goes on and on

[Verse 2]
Riddled with anxiety looking over my shoulder
We were out of luck, out of four leaf clover
Looking for the answers, tryna find some closure (Aye)
But I ain't getting any closer
People say to never walk around but we do
We never talk about it like the problem is see thru
I wonder if I'm better off if I didn't mean you, no
I don't wanna need you, girl
I know that this is all my fault
But who would have thought I'd miss you this long
Singing this song but you never call
Love kind of sucks

[Chorus]
Pretty messed up
Guess I didn't know that it would hurt this much
Really never thought you'd ever hate my guts after all
Old ups come down, crashing in the ground
Maybe that's what happens when I run my mouth
Take a look around and you're not here
And I just can't believe you're gone
But the beat goes on and on

[Outro]
Love kind of sucks
Pretty messed up
Guess I didn't know that it would hurt this much
Really never thought you'd ever hate my guts after all