Hate It

I got a little high in my head
Floatin' with the drunks of the sidewalk
Tryin' to hold onto my buzz
Runnin' from the fool that I am
Wishin' I could turn my damn mind off
But I forgot who I was

But I know that I need
I'll say it how I feel
I know that
I want real

I just don't wanna see you
With anyone but me
Now I can barely breathe
Drownin' in my jealousy
And now I know I
Never been the kind to leave
My heart out on the line
It's too damn hard to fake it
And keep sayin' that I'm fine
I hate it
I still love you and I hate it

Gotta sleep in a bed that you made
Heard it said but it ain't that damn easy
Head spinnin' like a ceilin' fan

Ain't no peace of mind
So I reach for a prayer
But your body still ain't there

I just don't wanna see you
With anyone but me
Now I can barely breathe
Drownin' in my jealousy
I know I
Never been the kind to leave
My heart out on the line
It's too damn hard to fake it
And keep sayin' that I'm fine
I hate it
I still love you and I hate it

I hate the way that I didn't know
The way you loved me till I let you go

I hated 23
Wasted all on wanting me
Now I can barely breathe
Drownin' in my jealousy
I know I
Never been the kind to leave
My heart out on the line
It's too damn hard to fake it
And keep sayin' that I'm fine
I hate it
I still love you and I hate it