Hate

Intro
I wanted you by my side
All those late night signs

Verse 1
You left me face down in the dirt
Walk all over me I'm immune
Been that way from the start at least I thought
But really the pain lays right before the surface
Making my heart like a circus
I forget what caused this
Hurting me on purpose
I thought I deserved it
For all the problems I create
Every move I made was hate
These were grievances in my head
I took it out on the world instead
Pushing my feelings aside
Don't want you to see me cry
Tears in my eyes
Making me so fragile
All this hate on my mind
I think I'm loosing my shit
Cause life feels like a ship that has sailed passed me
My grip has gone lost control of reality

Pre-Chorus
But I didn't realise I was bathed in lies
By my own will
If not careful they kill
Yeah they will

Chorus
I wanted you by my side
All those late night signs
We used to be in love
Now all thats left is hurt
I wanted you by my side
All those late night signs
We used to be in love
Now all thats left is what I deserve

Verse 2
I used to lean on you
It was my fault it's true
Weaponised my thinking for the views
Ig doesn't show real life
I hope you realise that
The pain in my head
Doesn't reflect in the words that I said out of sight out of spite
If I bury it deep enough
It can't come back to bite is what I told myself
Blissful ignorance is the prescription for my health

Pre-Chorus
But I didn't realise that I was bathed in lies
By my own will
If not careful they kill
Yeah they will

Chorus
I wanted you by my side
All those late night signs
We used to be in love
Now all thats left is hurt
I wanted you by my side
All those late night signs
We used to be in love
Now all thats left is what I deserve