Harming me

Oakley backpack like a pharmacy
Wrote a fucking script just to stop me harming me
Now I can’t fall asleep without amitriptyline
I wana make my bby proud I wana get clean..

I been gone, I been numb
I been blacking out my lungs
Fuck you want, see you stunt
Shake my head its all a front

Would you dance with me one time
Kisses in the nighttime
Heavy under my eyes
Baby be my lifeline

Look up at the stars cause they shine on you
I wait in the dark in my bedroom
I got my heart torn apart what the fuck was I to do
Say I’m gona make it then I always fall through

I’m an empty backyard, no I’m never put to use
My visions all blurred from the substance abuse