harmful perception

I said i dont want it ,,. u Coulda said dat2 . .,l
So now we both runnin ,, u Dont care wat i do .. : [
Ts is soul Crushin }} \ i gotta pop different Hues ..
And no , i Dont love it . ;[ but we both gotta Lose . ..

Ima offa Different high i thought of Suicide 2timez /.
I nevr got it Right but u decide dat , ,, oh right ..
Ion wna lie , but ion think i' ll live 2nite /..
Cryin in My room : [[ but u dont wna see dat Sight .

I dont wna chase , . If its love den let me Kno . . ,.
If u H8 me wat a shame .. jus jus Just let me go ,. : [[
Bottle2 the face im talkin pills& not Patron ..
Ion wana wake but if I Do i 'll cry alone ..

Da Best of me is testin Me .. i can't change . . L;[
Da Worst of me Has alwyz Gone , , , the Wrong way , .,
Can't Perceive , wats Harming me ,. its all day. . m
Chem repeat X2. . .im ok ..